I just feel like crap
Walking without map
Only to make a fool out of myself
Irrespective of pride of oneself
Don't know when did I become so deep
Giving glorious life not even a peep
I thought I'm good enough
Reality slaps you more than enough
All my goals are being taken away
Leaving me alone like a broken clay
Is there even a little of my past self?
I guess I can't even recognize myself
I hate my new personality like hell
Pretending all is well
Can I even near my dream?
I can't cool off even if I scream
I just started to believe all sorts of shit
These emotions eating me bit by bit
Why is this happening to me
I never found the correct key
What happened to my confidence
Gone due to past circumstance
I feel like I'm being punished
When will this be finished
Can I really be happy wholeheartedly at least before my last breath
I just can't even recognize my true feelings as if they are blinded underneath
© mini monsta
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