I'm so far from you now, but how can that be?
when I intrinsically feel you so close to me?
I thought to spare you when I left you in the past.
but I suckered all days of hell and black, though some may say red,
my disinjected you something Michigan screwed it's not red but black and blue for the torment that I went through. I do not mean to say I'm to blame either way, I did not mean to project my rejection a pond you in any way, you I have to put myself in a hell virtually conceptually and inevitably, I know it must be hard for you not to to believe me when I say I love you in every way you're the most powerful love I ever felt and I just wanted to shild you form myself, the scene plays out in my mind every minute of every day, when you ask me if you can tell me something. in my reaction to you every iterates plays on repeat and I can't stop it I rejected you because of who you are because I didn't think I can rise up not high now I'm living everyday low you despise to see if you can see me now the only regret I have in my heart it's rejected me out there cuz you're very sorry, if I ever could do it over again I would not say those faithful words I said when I said back then it's been three Summers now there's been a while since I spoke to me but I love you more than you ever know I hope you grow I hope you heal I hope you find somebody that you can love like you say you love me. I'm sorry I was not adequate, I'm sorry I was broken but I met you but I'm not sorry you woke me up I love you .
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