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UN_ALIVE
If only I could give....
the love i know i don't deserve but still recieve,
to those I know can do better
with a lil bit of love,
hope and forgivness.
If I could and and I did, well...you could have called it grace.
...I bet I got none..of that stuff.
No. Not today.
I can't give you a reason as to why,
I should be alive now and others shouldn't,
I am as guilty as they were,
as innocent as they had been when they had their last breath.....
I....see the news and I see...that,
It's neither rules nor regulations that had kept us alive so far,
it's not masks and medicines either,
we don't get much of that here .
I can't say it's because we are good and naive,
we're simply, honestly....not.
we were not born yesterday.
we are as evil as the gunners,
as innocent as those gunned down,
as angry as the shooters,
as scared as those shot down dead.
I close my eyes to pray,
to guy the in sky.
but....I don't know what to say to him...
How had we lived the days he had given us that we may be angry for the days we hadn't seen, we hadn't owned yet?
perhaps those gone already,
are spared of that which is to come...
or they have gone into the jaws of death
to quench his thirst for blood for a while....
I don't know.
I can't say.
I don't want to believe what I see.
little boys are playing football outside,
it's a sunny day with a blue sky,
people are coming home from their work,
all of them.
but the 34 in the bus and the thousands in the north.
and...
dogs are barking at cats, as usual.
they say vultures in the north are feasting,
and the streets somewhere are not so crowded any more,
there are cities with empty homes,
where I am sure, if you go, won't have to pay rent for.
you'll pay blood.
they're war zones.
for how long?
Oh God! for how long?!
who gets to live and who gets to die?
and why so much greed for such little power?
I don't know.
I can't say.
I don't want to believe what I see.
The truth is decieving me.
love not laws had kept us alive so far.
The law never stopped those missiles.
Grace, and only grace, can stop this massacare,
for no one deserves the forgivness he/she seeks.
not that anyone is seeking for any.
The item in demand in today's maket is peace and saftey,
forgivness?....that's a joke.
letting go of the past, impossible.
Rome was not built in day?
well....what buisness is that to those who didn't build it?
if they can't hang their name on it's gates,
then they'll burn and dance around it's fires.
yes.
love had run out,
and there is no grace for the kingdoms on earth,
Only for that in heaven.
Looks like I can't cheer you up today.
oh well. cheers.
no.
tears. let's toast to our tears. with our tears.
....and....
you don't need to thank me.
I don't want to welcome you to my grief.
you've read this far, it's long enough.
Go in peace.
Don't comeback, and don't stay.
Go in peace.
Go.
© KWT
the love i know i don't deserve but still recieve,
to those I know can do better
with a lil bit of love,
hope and forgivness.
If I could and and I did, well...you could have called it grace.
...I bet I got none..of that stuff.
No. Not today.
I can't give you a reason as to why,
I should be alive now and others shouldn't,
I am as guilty as they were,
as innocent as they had been when they had their last breath.....
I....see the news and I see...that,
It's neither rules nor regulations that had kept us alive so far,
it's not masks and medicines either,
we don't get much of that here .
I can't say it's because we are good and naive,
we're simply, honestly....not.
we were not born yesterday.
we are as evil as the gunners,
as innocent as those gunned down,
as angry as the shooters,
as scared as those shot down dead.
I close my eyes to pray,
to guy the in sky.
but....I don't know what to say to him...
How had we lived the days he had given us that we may be angry for the days we hadn't seen, we hadn't owned yet?
perhaps those gone already,
are spared of that which is to come...
or they have gone into the jaws of death
to quench his thirst for blood for a while....
I don't know.
I can't say.
I don't want to believe what I see.
little boys are playing football outside,
it's a sunny day with a blue sky,
people are coming home from their work,
all of them.
but the 34 in the bus and the thousands in the north.
and...
dogs are barking at cats, as usual.
they say vultures in the north are feasting,
and the streets somewhere are not so crowded any more,
there are cities with empty homes,
where I am sure, if you go, won't have to pay rent for.
you'll pay blood.
they're war zones.
for how long?
Oh God! for how long?!
who gets to live and who gets to die?
and why so much greed for such little power?
I don't know.
I can't say.
I don't want to believe what I see.
The truth is decieving me.
love not laws had kept us alive so far.
The law never stopped those missiles.
Grace, and only grace, can stop this massacare,
for no one deserves the forgivness he/she seeks.
not that anyone is seeking for any.
The item in demand in today's maket is peace and saftey,
forgivness?....that's a joke.
letting go of the past, impossible.
Rome was not built in day?
well....what buisness is that to those who didn't build it?
if they can't hang their name on it's gates,
then they'll burn and dance around it's fires.
yes.
love had run out,
and there is no grace for the kingdoms on earth,
Only for that in heaven.
Looks like I can't cheer you up today.
oh well. cheers.
no.
tears. let's toast to our tears. with our tears.
....and....
you don't need to thank me.
I don't want to welcome you to my grief.
you've read this far, it's long enough.
Go in peace.
Don't comeback, and don't stay.
Go in peace.
Go.
© KWT
