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I Had You
"In my sky you were a shining sun ,
and I was a dark moon ,
Incomplete without your light ,
But you left me so soon!"
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Felt the zephyr while walking with you,
You felt gloomy but why i didn't knew, You were smiling but -
Humming sad tune ,
Holding my pinky you said ,
"Hey, dont worry i'll see you soon"

Next day I went to your home ,
'cause to meet me you didn't come ,
I saw no one there except the -
A letter with a black rose ,
Seeing that itself already i froze ,

Heart throbbing louder than the clock ,
Read the letter and it-
Left me in complete shock ,
Why didnt you tell me-
What you were going through ,
I'm happy you're in better place ,
But how will I live without you !?

Our story was ephemeral ,
Though i wanted it to be eternal ,
Describing what you meant-
To me is imeffable ,
You are no more among us ;
This still seems unbelievable.

Late night talks ; your sweet smile -
I'll forget never ,
Now this regret will haunt me forever ,
I'm so fool I believed your lies ,
I believed your laughs while-
Inside deep down you cried ,

But i'm still proud of you ;
for how strong you have been ,
You were the strongest one-
I have ever seen ,
But I doubt that i'll ever heal again !?
I doubt like before i'll ever smile again ?
I doubt that i'll be able to-
Move on and start something new !?
You dont know badly i want to say ;
That I was the happiest when
"I had you"
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