Sometimes
words dont heal
touch don't feel
emotions concealed
thoughts mislead
fears exceed
too hard to believe
As if I am
too blind to see
the beauty of my life

things seems too much real
just making me scream
everything's extreme
nothing like I dreamed
voices in my head
still kinda screams
demons in my head
attempts to frighten
meeee like hell
concealing all my feelings
all the tears I am weeping
emotions too revealing
& Im feeling too depressing
unnecessarily distressing
forgetting I am blessing
stupidly I am stressing
tooooo much tooo much
simply sometimes fear
at times in despair
but yet I try to cheer
coz I see that dazzling glare
of hope,love & faith
thats everywhere
Just cant flee
Coz I choose to fight
No matter what
I cant give up
I must be alright
& find the hopeful light

I swear
I shall try & try
until I live my dream
Run & run
I keep running
until beam of bliss
& happiness is regained
once again
© Laya