I walk farther and farther away for you.
I don't turn to look back.
I am not going that way.
My memories of you get blurry and blurrier, and I don't remember, what u said or did to me~only how I felt,
and that it wasn't very nice.
My head is replacing my memories of you, with wonderful views of the wild,
and amazing moments of life
I got to see when I stopped looking at you.
Is this freedom ?
I don't know.
It feels better though.
I laugh more now. ...
actually.
I sing out loud here. ....in the one place where noone is listening,
and I didn't have to be that loud. ...

I walk away from you,
no more dinners with friends,
my cheeks used to hurt because of all the smile i had to muster to everybody,
and no more messages...