I dive into thoughts,
deep inside myself,
this empty feeling,
don't know how to heal.

Worried about a lot of things,
just can't figure out what to do,
just going with the pace,
have no desire to race.

Mixed feelings inside me,
confusing my happiness and sadness,
they both are hiding somewhere,
escaping from the reality.

These imagination of mine,
are not reality,
dreamworld of mine,
doesn't exist.

Can't figure out,
if the negativity is around me,
or occupying me from inside,
holding me back from flying.


© Anshul