Sayin to everyone and myself "I'm okay",
But still skip the journey part every freaking day.
I thought it's just laziness,
Deep in my heart it's called "scared of illnessnes".

I feel happy I think but not how I wanted,
I miss something everyday,
I don't know what or who is it,
Maybe that part of my innocense childhood left.

I can't talk about my problems,
I swear even in my diaries neither,
I always...