#AloneInCrowd

Stuck in my head,
Recapitulated,
Times that I,
Befriended friends,
Who all pretended,
Masking all the lies,
Saying that,
They had my back,
And be there till the end,
Bend and break in’,
Heart was achin’,
All the shit they sent,
Shaken from,
The waking maelstrom,
Roaring in my head,
Falling fast,
Right past the line,
With lies and truths I fed,
From all the smiles,
Crocodiles,
What I always saw,
All the sudden,
Sunken stuck inside,
My void of flaws,
Waking up to,
Tuning laughter,
After my heart breaks,
I ask myself,
Was I a giant,
Crawling with the snakes?,
I realize now,
How I became,
The greatest weakest link,
To fall apart,
My heart has stopped now,
Going past the brink,
The story ends,
No friends to bend for,
Now I’m all alone,
Roaming through my head,
Unending,
Walking down the road,
Back upon,
The trail that I,
Have been on for so long,
There is no shadow,
Of a doubt,
I’m casted out,
I’m gone.

© M T Lewin