As I lie awake missing you in so much pain

I can't help but think

What if your living there missing me to

What if your feeling the way that I do

Knowing you may be sad or in pain

And I am not there to take it away

Is a pain that words just can not explain

You know id do anything just to ease your pain

But what can I do when I'm not around

As bad as I wanna be I'm not always there...