When are my musings about you going to come to an end? When will my longing for you be fulfilled? You have no idea how much this bothers me.
I can't seem to let you go, I need you Mommy.
No I wouldn't be selfish to bring you back.
My heart aches so bad, I can hear it crack.
Every minute since you left, my nerves were all unraveled.
Knowing that you won't ever come back, is the hardest part of the battle.
Saying goodbye to you, I knew would be hard.
I wasn't ready for this, Never ready for you to depart.
I feel like you abandoned me. I feel like I'm alone. But I know God needed his angel to return to home.
Go ahead and fly.
Soar as high as you can.
I love you Mommy, and I will keep on, as best I can.
To continue to make you proud, remembering that beautiful smile, is what holds me up just a little bit, is all worth it for now.
I love you Mom ❣️💓

© To love you, is to let you go