Only one person stuck with me
Years compile into endless suffering
And began with Mt darkest fears
How did I not expect the end was near

She's not at fault b
For all the love I didn't receive
Any time of my life worth mentioning
Every success and every awful mistake she stood by me

She stood by in repent of a world that didn't understand that day I didn't just lose my only Lover
I lost my family and my only friend

Together forever
The end
Until I no longer could make excuse for the world we live in
This is my suffering for my every sin
I still miss her everyday
This In someway is true
If I could turn back time things would be new you may never know that one of my biggest motivators is still you

I was sick
I was sore
I was not mad
I was not sure
But today marks the anniversary. Of my endless regret
Now my heart eternally waits for you
Every nightfall
To the awakening of every sun set

I couldn't hate you
I can't not love you
Your beautiful in many ways
But I was to stupid to think you'd love me after all I didn't need to say
Each day I droop my head at least a minute of mourning for my lost Love forevermore
I've felt pain and torture before that plutonium sure
In moarning of a Love she has for me this I am certain
She is my lenore and any hope in faith
Is no more
The constant reminder of the Raven
His squaking presence reminds me of the days I've long lost before
Here our Love remains
Here I survive this endless pain
I not dare speak the name that name I can't ignore
Ny love
This love
Her love
Is non existent
And here it shall stay
This is all that remains
For now
Forever
Never again
NEVERMORE!
© Christopher j. Jarman