I don't know what I do wrong, I don't know what I say wrong,I don't know what I see wrong...

but still people get mad at me...why?
they always believe iam lying..why?

yet, my fault or not, I always run after them like a mad dog and rant sorry hundred times...but then I question myself...why?

I know my self-respect is everything..but then Even I need someone... someone to talk to, someone to love me, someone to understand me...and not run away from me for every small lies or mistakes I make..

iam childish I know...maybe that's why I hope too much...maybe that's why iam writing this now...but, it sucks to stay alone forever...right?

I always wait for my so-called friends messeges, hoping they would receive my sorry and reply soon..but no...wait..
what iam doing..?

I don't even realize and send tons of messeges but they just receive and ignore...but still I always think of them, always try to run after them who doesn't even wish at my birthday or ask how iam doing?

maybe the problem is with me and not them?....right?

they are what they are...they show what they are and even indirectly say what they want...but me? iam crazy right?...

but maybe I deserve it.. somewhere I too did many wronging and I deserve it..yes.. staying alone I deserve it...

it's not my choice, it's my fate...
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