Am I crazy or Am I sane
isn't true crazies feel no pain?

Therefore I must be sane for the emotional pain that plagues my mind
like an acid rain burning deep into my spine corroding my brain.

Reaching out to the outer limits of my world I touch the internal membrane which holds all life and well being together in this universe and suddenly I find myself climbing within inside myself...staring out my blue eyes
is me...... to my surprise.

The colosseums' stench of fate
I recognize his eye filled hate

Standing straight standing strong
for he stands proud for all I've of done wrong.

Armed with broadswords
filled with doubt
I bead of sweat as I hear a great voice command the event. Destroy the loser....and finish the bout!

He charges me like a raging bull
ear piercing bloodcurdling scream
whips his sword missing me clean.

His strength of determined desire to kill me is felt. I quickly maneuver struck by the attendees rotten pelts.

The crowds' forced conscription into his madness was designed to bring onto me this eternal shame and sadness.

Swiping drool from his satisfactory grin this battle of within was just to begin.

Feeling the recondite of his primal growl as he strikes again deeply slicing my bowel.

Burning sensations encompasses my guts as blood spews from my skin. The crowd howls... a rage boils from deep within.

Shaking with anger I grip my reflection of focused funneled damnation. I conqured my mission without raising my sword. Self aware is coming to your lord.

The duality of man is it ever known good verses evil........ will we ever truly be shown?





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