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done.
I am so lost
I cannot find
My will to live
My fucking mind

Can no longer take
This punishment given
If this is my life
It's not worth livin'

I give til I bleed
Expect no return
And somehow I managed
To still get burned

There's no forgiveness
In this dark dwelling
As tears pour like rain
My eyes swelling

How much will I take
What's there to gain
Besides constant heartache
Strife and pain

It's hardly worth
Rising each day
When you always feel unworthy
Like there's debt to pay

You owe everyone
For all that they've done
But when you're in need
Your feelings get shunned

The madness within
I can no longer stand
To be constantly ridiculed
Put on demand

If I can't live my life
By being just me
I'd rather be dead
Happier and free


© C. Haggerty