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Where Were You?
Lemme tell you how much I need a hug as I smile to these images in my mind
I need a hug for a little bit of comfort while it lasts this time
Hug me so tight it closes the open space between you and I
A form of physical contact that displays affection and the handling of a heart too fragile

Why do I need to be hugged when I can be strong for me?
Strong enough I don't cry no more
Why do I feel the need to be hugged when I can pull myself together and stop this heart not to bleed
The blood shed from an "I love you" is way too thicker than a bullet wound
Disappointment in myself that am here feeling so down the next time I get high am not coming back to you
I don't like the feeling of needing someone but every time you leave I need to be held...
The multiple empty voids in my soul that reminds me of "Zulu'yesabeka you are sad"
I need to be hugged because I am scared
I need to be hugged because no one is there
I need to be hugged because I fear these changes will turn me into someone we all won't recognize
A person that never smiles
You can see love in his eyes but he won't show you how much he loves you because no one hugged him when he needed to be shown what's right
Could it be wrong?
I need a hug from you but you're far away from me
I could hold on to this wait but you don't have time for me
I just wanted to let you know how much I needed your hugs
When suicidal thoughts became attractive attempts
Depressed and sexy but the smell of cheap weed is now my daily scent
The endless blue ticks from messages and voice notes I sent
It was just a hug I need not a testimonial repent
My heart holds up the deepest grudge for you but I guess it's guidance and counsel that I lack
Expressing my emotions to one one but the world because that's where they will notice my knack
I got a 'rose of pain' on my neck and I give it to everyone I come across because I don't know how this relationship will end
I hug my circle tight before thinking outside the box but I'm so dead inside I need to cut me some slack
Someone told me how relationships have changed their lives and now they have a new act
I said "you are lying, it didn't change YOU it changed how you feel about love, crush or a one night stand"
An introvert but vocal hence I keep my thoughts in silence...
I just needed a hug
Maybe I don't need to be held as much as I think and feel
But...

Lemme tell you how much I need a hug as I smile to these images in my mind
I need a hug for a little bit of comfort while it lasts this time
Hug me so tight it closes the open space between you and I
A form of physical contact that displays affection and the handling of a heart too fragile




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