It's finally that day
that I dread all year!!!!
Every year this day makes
me wonder if I did it right!!!!!

The memory of what all
happened leading up to that
flows like a river though
my forest field mind.

Thinking it's now been
21 years but feels
just like yesterday it all happened and pain was told

No one believed me
which hurt even more
but it's ok. Just realized
My family is not for me!!!!

Every year since I wonder
if I should of kept you
and raised u myself.
Even without ur dad.

Even though I couldn't give
you much or only one parent.
I question if I did it right
and gave u more than I could.

I miss you every day
my love for you has always
been there, even though someone else raised you!!

Giving you up wasn't easy!!
I hope one day I can have the chance to sit and see you.
As I know you became a beautiful woman!!