This hurts
my heart is aching oh so bad....😥
The man I wanted to keep
the man I wanted to love
the man I wanted to grow with and have kids by
the man I wanted to marry and take on his last name.
it hurts me to say that you're losing me...
and it hurts me more that it's not your intention
but if only you knew the things I'm afraid of
things I've been through that I refuse to put myself through again I'd think you'd hold onto me tighter.
but you constantly release your grip on me.
you go days without communicating with me
I try to reach out to you...