The pain won't go away at least for today;
The blinders lifted, I thank God above for diverting me away;
From another love that was not for me;
My heart hurts as I felt she was the one;
To whom my true love inside;
Destined for me, the only one who held my heart to keep it from a broken sway.
So this day, I will let the feelings roll;
For I know that they will eventually pass even if right now they feel so cold.
I learned a lesson, as I saw the path divert from you;
That even sometimes when I am in a hard bout of self doubting ; I could be;
And I am worthy to love someone loyal and true;
Because even now, with my eyes diverted from you;
I can still go forward; confident in the man i am now, versus the one I used to be.
You unknowingly helped me separate, fact from fantasy;
Also what really loving someone, even in the earliest days;
Can be like once we learn they are not for us;
To recenter my heart on a bigger picture;
Bringing things to new light and refocus.
You, are made for someone, this I do know;
Whoever they are they will be drawn in;
First of all by your heart, I hope and your beautiful grin.
I wish I would have spoken;
The feelings a lot sooner;
But such is the curse of holding onto love that is true, keeping it unspoken.
I believe it has been lifted, and now I know that the next person I love, I will not hold back on the things I could have spoken.
For if I would have done that with you;
I would have seen, this a long time ago.
Saving myself from the pain today;
As I know the good Lord wants me to let you go.
Bless you in your life endeavors, maybe we will connect again, if our paths come across;
Just know I lay what love I have left for you now at the foot of the Cross.
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