Everything hurts since then
Everybody moves on but me
All road signs full of dead end
So I pave more ways till I found the sea

Have you ever felt a surreal dream
Where people you trust never leave
All of a sudden the world stop to gleam
Maybe it's just another kind of grieve

Used to rather hurt than feeling numb
Silence somehow made me less afraid
Your face slowly turn into crumb
For once I'm so glad to be a renegade

I hope you know my worst remorse
I wish you'd be there on Wednesday
I should've said I need you the most
You've always been my best remedy

These days I always found myself dissociate
Hard to believe it was all behind me
All those memories come to aid
Will I ever attain the key to be truly free

© damsel with thoughts