I'm speechless
no comments
I toss and turn in bed rethinking how my life would be without you ...🖤
You say you love me
But it's blurry
I'm happy but at the same time..worried.. I've seen hearts you've broken before and I'm afraid you'll repeat your crime
my heart is fragile.. not waiting to be shattered
I sit and wait for signs to proof our love isn't real
I look up psychology facts to see if it's just a fairy tale
Oh silly me ! love has made me insane
I want to shout to the top of my lungs, " I don't love you " ... but these words are buried deep inside my guts
Why can't I let you go ?
why can't I loose you ?
Is it that I'm afraid of loosing your care and attention ?
Or maybe I don't want you to love anyone the way you love me ?
You've begged for my forgiveness a million times
but your past still haunts me
Why can't I leave you ?
even though.. I can't deny .. I have feelings for you
But are you my first love or my first crush ?
This is just so hard... You've made me cry but I brush it aside
I want to hold you... but yet hit you
I want to see you smile... but yet curse you
I want us side by side ... but yet I pray for every moment I have with you to vanish
I say again my heart is fragile... and not ready to be shattered
You send me butterflies but I try my best to quench it
You're like my rose but your thorns make me bleed
I try everything but to no avail
my heart sends me two signals
but I'm afraid to choose one
Do I love you ? or are you just part of my healing process ?
Do I need you ? or do I want you ?
I want to love you to the moon and back
but something isn't right
Am I to blind to see ? or did I ignore the traps ?
I'm stuck in the maze of what they call " love "
I need someone to show me the rainbow after the rain 🌧
After all the words I've written down
and all the efforts I tried to figure out
The question still pops out of no where
Why can't I let you go ?
💔😭
_______________________________________
P.S sorry I write a lot 🙈.. I hope you enjoyed it and please check out my other poems 🦋

© unknown writer ♥️🎧