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pain and misery
Time to let it flow tonight lot of deep emotions in this piece and a lot of different things flowing tonight :

Tears flow
Where's the rainbow
A thousand knives through my heart
Betrayed faster than a dart
Surrounded by masks
With a thousand tasks
Born from the ashes
I cannot see
A thousand times i fall
A thousand times i crawl
A thousand times i wish you cared
A thousand times I've been ensnared
A thousand times I've lost hope
A thousand times you left and nope
A thousand times betrayed
A thousand times told I'll be better
A thousand words that lost its meaning
A thousand times i begged for your love
A thousand times you brought me agony
A thousand times you said i love you
A thousand times you lied
A thousand times i died
A thousand times you hurt me
A thousand times i lost faith
A thousand times i lost my way
A thousand times i wished for another day
A thousand times you were my demise
A thousand times you made me cry
A thousand times i wished you cared
A thousand times I've been scared
Begging for your love
Again alone in my head
Again questioning everything you said
Again lost in my ways
Again waiting for tomorrow
Take away my sorrow
Give me another tomorrow
Tired of lies
Tired of lonely cries
Love me
Or love me not
But give me the honesty rather than not
Longing to be held at night
Tell me i love you at night
Tell me that you care
Tell me what you truly feel
Done guessing if people care
Done guessing if people love me
Done guessing if people are genuinely wanting to talk to me
Done guessing if people want to build my dreams with me
So much time i waste
Just to be forgotten like paste
Another day dies
Waiting for the sunrise
Longing to be free
Sitting by the sea
Here's a glimpse into my mind
Here's a glimpse of the pain in my eyes
Eyes of a thousand cries
Awaiting the sunrise
Don't forget me please
Falling to my knees
Oh help me please
Here comes the rain
Wash away the pain
Rise from the ashes my dear warrior
For tomorrow is not promised
In a world of hate I want but only love
Maybe we make it maybe we fail
But never can i give up
So many need my vision
Even if no one sees my dreams as their own
I cannot with my dreams disown
This path that has been what I've ever known
Maybe i still hope for an angel
Sweeping me off my feet
Never know defeat
We can compete
In a world where we were destined to meet
I pray tonight for an angel
Be there like no other
Give me the love i deserve
And this darkness will curve
As destiny unfolds
This is my story that was never told

Written by - Loren Holmes



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