It hurts, but I know the pain will pass. But, afterall that pain... what did I see? I saw a smile, yet was it really the smile that gave me such a feeling of pain? No, it wasn't. Her smile said to the world "I'm okay" her eyes said "Hold me" while her body shaked in fear. Why was she afraid? Is she afraid I might leave? I don't want to leave, it's you that pulled me from my hearts' hell. I get it, trust is the key to ones' selfless heart. But love, love with you is perfect, yet we're friends. Just friends... I live with that fact everyday, I scream in...