Away from the roofs I'm standing,
watching the sky and thinking.
Staring at the stars glowing
Subjecting my life into wondering
If I'm worth something or just nothing?

With this clear sky, it's started raining.
yet, I'm still "out" standing
Many thoughts but lonely anticipating
With my many friends,ain't deserving

Perspiring in this heavy rain,
Best defines my thought's pain
Down my cheeks,tears flowing
I fall in laughter of suffering
Just like I'm dreaming
In this ocean of loneliness I'm drowning

No one to help and I'm drain
I guess I'm in damn pain.
In this world of being a leper
Despite of friends and fam with no helper
Still I keep smiling,
even though I'm slowly dying.

© Fred the poet
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