I really don't know what to write,
I really don't know what to feel,
Emotions are trapped by an ego and fear,
There is nothing to write, but everything to express.
My mind is convincing me to be strong,
My heart is telling me to cry as much as I want,
Thoughts are triggering in the form of anxiety,
Future is disturbing me with its unexpected early arrival .
My words are desperate to become a sword,
but my diary is seeking all the attention,
Because my Heart is ruling my mind,
But still I don't know what to write.
I don't know how to go ahead with my thoughts,
Should I write them or should I express them,
Again there is chaos and confusion in my mind,
Because my Heart is winning over my mind.