You saw me smile,
Then you thought i am ‘ happy! '
I hang on to that for awhile.
Just to avoid questions like,
What's up with your.. ???
forget it! don't even know why i said it.
The person you think you know
Maybe is just an ego I sow.
The harvest seems bountiful,
Embracing the whole of me is beautiful.
Opening up is always been an issue
Don't judge me! I'm blessed with a gift
To distinguish reality from fantasy
True friendship from petty clownship.
I was told to pray for my enemies
They literally prey-on me and how,
am i supposed to do that yet they,
Devour my flesh and torture my spirit?
Im not saying what you are thinking,
get the point, anything beyond is insanity...
My mind is not fresh, screw innocence
The other me is a voice, I can't get rid of, making decision but i hang on to the moments,...