a brilliant lie
Told myself a brilliant lie
I thought cycles wouldn’t
I thought I could trust your
So many times betrayed
I wanted to believe you
nothing is ever enough
picking me apart until
there's nothing left
even the vultures could not
the only answer I can find in these early morning hours
thinking to myself is to try to
heal from the little bit of this
carcass that is left of a man
make my way away from you
let the rot fall off as it may
let the stink of betrayal
wash away
I will learn to love someone
again but first myself
I will learn to recognize the
signs see the truth in action
not in words
I cannot hate you
I only pity you
I hope you will learn
I will pray for you And I
Hoping we can be better apart
But really perhaps just i
© restlessknight