One sided everything

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@notyourfavperson

1 month ago

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Its still bitter the mornings
you dont see it
you never did
made me believe it was all in my head
made a promise to myself
to never let anyone in again
lets see how long that lasts
last time it lasted two years what a shame
why do I do that to myself
why would I want to hurt myself
it always going to be
one-sided love
one-sided friendship
one-sided trust
one-sided loyalty
one-sided hate
one-sided everything
the only thing thats one sided from the other end is the game you play with my mind
maybe I fell in too deep
or you just moved on too easily
but every time you look at me
I dont know how I convince myself
that you still care
when you obviously dont and never will
its not fair
some good things end while some just vanish in thin air
while the bad ones are there to stay and haunt you your entire life
its so funny how the good ones also hold that capability
one second you are smiling
the next second remembering that second you are crying
but how am I the only one, you were there in it too right?
I didnt get too attached, did I?
so you're telling me that my memories are also one-sided now?

© ~notyourfavperson

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