For a while I hit bad depression
and very bad emotions,
I drank liqour most of the days and ran from sadness and pain.

I am back now maybe a bit stronger than befor,
I stil wish I didnt ruin that friendship with that friend.

Time heals alot of wounds,
mine will never heal.
My pain is so deep and sharp,
there is no recovering from it.

I feel better than befor,
I wish she was here to see it.
Maybe a message,
but I fear she wont reply.

I am back but not sure how long.
© Josh Mckinney