Does everyone usually feel this lost?

Do they struggle to get away from the past?

For, I've never felt more lonely

I only have myself, me only



Do they usually want to cry in the rain?

As their teardrops fall their pain

For, I struggle to get up after a bad fall

Has anyone felt this way at all?



I feel as if I'm stuck in a cyclone

I feel so alone

I've never felt this way before, you see

Everyone in my life seems to be done with me



Everything they say about me makes me think I'm going mad

For, I wonder if I am that bad

I used to feel joy only

Now, I feel lost and lonely



I wonder how it feels not to have a fake friend

Those who would be with me till the very end

I wanna fly away like an aeroplane

I feel as if I'm going insane



Was I the one to make myself feel like a clown?

I feel as if I brought myself down

For, the voices that haunt me at night in my bed

Are from my rival who was inside my head



I feel as if I'm stuck in a cyclone

I feel so alone

I've never felt this way before, you see

Everyone in my life seems to be done with me



Everything they say about me makes me think I'm going mad

For, I wonder if I am that bad

I used to feel joy only

Now, I feel lost and lonely


© Anushka