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my life
I heard that happiness is self love
I guess i have none of that
I don't know what it feels like to be happy
let's think about that
a little laugh here & there is what I know
true happiness I don't know
it's as if when life birth me it puts me in a box then curse me
I can only remember back to age twelve
even then there was no happiness
when I look in the mirror I don't like what I see
what have gone wrong with me?
if i knew what I have done i would apologize, tears running from my eyes
my soul feel paralyzed
I can't fake it,
if I'm sad I am sad
down then I am down
but the feeling of happiness never comes around
sometimes i wish the walls could talk
then i would have a friend to keep me calm
if i knew what I did i would apologize
apologize to you my life.

© essentric