Love is cruel, it blinds a person from seeing what is real

I honestly dont know if you really want me???

You confuse me
You say you love me
but do you really ?

Love has you faking a smile, holding in pain making you believe what is not to come true

when I need you  
it takes you forever to reply

Love takes over your mind and emotions, it becomes all you can think of, all you can feel.
But I dont know anymore , you say you love me
but do you really love me?
you say you love me

 kind mind of a good person turns to evil, thoughts become suicidal, death becomes the only way out 


but you perfer to do "nasty things"
I dont get it
Just because I love you my heart will do anything to keep you close

A heart that was once open is now locked and the love

I'll do anything to keep you holding on
or is it my mind playing me this whole time
thinking your holding on when your actually not

Don’t lead me on when all this time it wasn’t real

Don’t let me fall in love with you when you don’t feel the same way

you dont deserve this , I push it back into the darkness
maybe...maybe that voice is right
maybe I do need to move on
Even though your here now and closer now
I got what I want
I got you calling me my cute names
and texting me really fast
you telling me you love me
but for some reason I still feel empty
for some reason
I feel more distance
And i  got two descriptions
One that I see
One that I feel
I'm not sure

If what I’m seeing

Is the same

As what I'm feeling

Not sure if you're the one

 I've been looking for


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