am at war
at war with myself
my conscious against my deeds
I know what I have to do but what I do is against what want
I never did what I want wanted to

is it possible for me to change?
can I get benefits on my own brain?
tell me how can I get over th8s negative subconscious mind?

I never did what I love but rather do what I hate
I feel like there are too minds in this body
am angry of myself
why all my plans never worked?

I believe am a great thinker
but I never followed any of my good thoughts nor my plans
I have helped many and they have gone far with my thoughts yet am stuck
I never did wh
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