My mind soo tense, hard to hide
Yet don't wanted to be weak, so I lied
Pain and vain side by side
Still waiting for the turning tide
They said you're outcast
You're ought to be last
Go away so you'd be out of sight
Yet couldn't hide the love for night
Everyone praised the rays of light
Which they adorned like gold and jade
In my heart I was beginning to fade.


© lark lavender