I woke up at noon again
got out of bed at 1
I drank my coffee in the shower
cause I'm just sad that you're gone
Fuck, I hate it when you're gone



I took out the empty cans
I was still in my towel
I started throwing up last night's beer on the alley lawn
I'm trying not to talk to other girls
cause I don't want to move on
but I get so lonely when you're gone



It's 3 o' clock and I'm already piss drunk
so I lie down and and let the hardwood floor cradle me
cause I can't stand to sit on the couch anymore
and I just feel so fucking empty
I guess I'm used to feeling empty



Why can't you just lie to me?
Just lie and say you're in love with me again
You can still come to my brother's wedding
I won't even make you hold my hand
We don't have to put on a show for my family
We don't have to dance to the sounds of the cover band



And when we get back to the city
we can go out separate ways
Yet again, you can leave
and I'll feel that pain that sets in comfortably
like a sunburn or a bee sting



I had to stop using drugs awhile ago
Yeah, that shit became a problem
but I've been tempted to start using once more
but the world is in fucking shambles
and there's no way I could even score
But maybe I could drink until my liver is sore
and dip my feet into self pity
cause you don't love me anymore



Suddenly, you're gone again
Yeah, you're gone again
I'm all alone and breathing so heavy
I know I should try and count to 10
but my lungs are up in flames
and I could really use a friend



Maybe I'll dump another drink into this empty glass
Just let the antagonist poison himself
You can keep on being the good guy
and if you're really gone again
I hope this isn't a forever goodbye