Deep down
I am still confused about you.
You promised to keep me safe and,
I recklessly gave my whole heart.
But you've turned back the pieces.

Deep down
I am still confused about you.
I thought you said I'd never be alone,
But here I am, holding on to memories,
That seems to have never existed.
Little do you know how much I miss you.

Deep down
I am still confused about you.
You said you'd treat me better,
But you look happier holding somebody else's hands.
Every single smile of yours-
Makes my heart miserable.

I don't know why,
But I believe you every time-
You say "I love you".
Despite knowing all lies and pain you inflict on me, I still believe you.
I am scared as hell to want you.
But here I am wanting you anyway.
© Gisele