Bleeding with tears
Distant and close mixing
The clatter of two voices
Which sounds as one
Youre Lying and Im lying
I understand nothing
And I don't want anything

There's too much of too little
And few is the many
I'll stay with you
I'll break
I'm falling down
I'm a sad old wastrel
I feel all I have is used
I bleed untold tears
That No one could hear

Would you stay with me please?
Hold my hand in silence and love me
As if there were no lies and we were the truth,
Your kiss would soothe me
But I let go of the thought

You could have been the beginning of my new chapter
I wanted you to want me
I asked for the impossible
I want you to love me
You'd mix me with blue and white
You'd make me look colorful
I'd know you'd want me
You could never lie this many

I can love you better when I don't have to show it
Quiet and still
I'd be distracted and not bored
I'm bleeding with tears
I love you in my mind
But I know there's more to it
Not everything is about you
With wounds and blood
With pain and pleading
Tired and quiet and loud
There's a mix of the past and the present

So it doesn't hurt
So it can't hurt like this
But yes it can
It's easier to say
Your lack of love hurts
Or the desire of knowing that you love me
Because it's so much more
Deeper and more painful
I've been scrubbed and squeezed
The past choked me
Into my own bloody tears

Let him go
Them, the sin
The pain and regret
The tears that were never wasted
Neither is the fact that I love you
In vain and in error
There was nothing
Must be accepted
To bleed with tears.
Mixed with the past the present
The years
All that Ive lost
All that Ive wanted
Letting go, it hurts but Ive accepted.

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