In every smile
How many scars are being hide?
In every laugh
How many tears are being wipe?

Look into her eyes
So you can see what she hides
Watch how she talks
So you can know if she's telling lies

Everyone thinks she's the best
But for her she's a mess
Saying that she's fine
Pretending like a real actress

She is hurting
But no one knows
They think she's okay
Because that's what she shows

She feels so tired
She just wants to fade and hide
Somewhere where she can lie;
Close her eyes and die

Her thoughts are killing her
Everything is making her suffer
Flashing of mem'ries;
It feels like a disaster

Dreams turn to nightmares
Every night is sleepless
Thinking 'bout everything
What if they find her lifeless?

She observes everybody
Watches how they play their lives
How they hope for promises
Hides a secret and tell lies

Everything is suffocating
Her thoughts seem a torture
Painfully and slowly wounding her
And they have no cure

She used to be there for everyone
Now that she's crying
Begging and asking for help
No one is there; not even someone

Her eyes are full of tears
Yet she still manages to smile
Soaking wet with her own blood
Still, she says she's fine

Words were used to describe her
No one knew how hard she suffered
She used to cover herself with a barrier
Now it was destroyed like a disaster

She used to cry like it was a knife
She used to laugh like it was a cry
She used to shed tears like they were blood
She used to be fine not until she died

Who was she?
She was that girl who looked so happy
Smiling and laughing with everyone
But who knew if she was really lonely?

Do you know her?
She didnt cry.
Do you feel it?
She wanted to die.

© j. wyonna