I want love but I don't know how to love
I want you & only you yet I don't know the words to say.
I try my best to push you away ( for my self protection )
I deal with many scars, please remember I have one small peice left of my heart that I refuse to lose...... " SIGH " I don't know how to make you see....... I've trust those whom hurt me
and by how I'm acting you know they cut me deep
I smile to keep from crying
I drink to numb my pain
I want to push you away
yet deep down I only wish for you to stay.
all I ever wanted was for a man to fight for me
" I've done all the fighting I could ever do to keep a relationship going " yet all it's gotten me was wet...