Philosophy

It is in my heart,
which brings in faith,
Neither allows me to love,
nor allows me to hate,
I ignore it a lot,
But I am trapped,
I am caught,
Release me,
You have the power,
Release me,
I want your shower.

I see myself,
in massive pain,
You say at last,
it'll be my gain,
You know my heart,
Yet I am asked,
to take this task.

Why you trying me?
Why you testing me?
as you know me then,
You can see me then,
why am I standing,
on...