I feel so non-existent
Everybody makes me feel so distant.
Have I pushed everyone away?
They don't want me to stay.
Am I so selfish?
They think showing me love is foolish.
They think I have changed
But I'm just slightly rearranged.
I don't know how to turn things better again
I am who I am, I can't pretend.
I'm searching for a friend, in them, again.