For too long
I dwelt in the shadows of night,
Hiding from the sweet embrace
Of the Holy light.

Denial, Shame
And utter stress,
Lead me closer to the edge
As I neared the endless abyss.

Helping voices
Cannot be heard,
For the painful lesson
That I have learned.

For who can help
In my time of despair,
And the sweet light
Is seen nowhere.

My heart now
Cold and rotten,
The sweet memories that...