I miss you,
I miss the laughs
I miss the smiles
I miss my friend.

You know the way you used to dance
or the way I used to sing
we'd usually end up
doing stupid things

I miss the times we spent together
I miss sleeping over at your house
But most importantly, most of all
I miss the confidence you brought.

You always made me happy,
even when I was lost.
You dried a lot of tears
just by tearing a joke.

I miss being able to be dumb,
I miss having my best friend
I miss knowing you were there
I miss it all.

Everything was difficult,
but when you were there it was good.
Your the only person who knew me,
You're the only person that could.

Before you started drugs,
before lived a lie,
before you got so angry,
before I had cried.

You used to be so wonderful,
I loved you like family,
You always had a place
if you needed to stay.

Do you remember our handshake?
Do you remember our inside jokes?
Do you remember me taking care of you?
Or the other way around?

Do you remember the river?
Do you remember the shows?
Do you remember all the funny things,
that we used to know?

I wonder if you remember the day that you cried,
the day you needed a friend and I was by your side.
Do you remember feeling scared and hurt and ruined?
I was there to support you and help you through it all.

I was always honest,
even if it's not what you wanted to hear,
I was always honest,
and you made me disappear.

I wasn't rude,
I wasn't unfair.
But I miss you.
and now I don't care.

I don't care what you said,
I don't care what I shouted.
I just miss having that one person,
who knew everything about me.

I won't apologise,
I won't come crawling back.
but if you ever need help,
just know I have got your back.

I miss the way we used to laugh,
And the way we'd be ourselves,
jump around the room like crazy.
Dressing up at christmas like elves.

I miss the games we used to play,
and the tent in the back garden.
I miss the long walks, and the deep talks.
I miss my best friend, Lily. 😔