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My conscious ...
In total despair I have lost the consciousness.....
Looking at other people sometimes bogs me down,
Not intentionally the feeling arises
But subconsciously it bothers me...
I feel like at what page am I standing?
I am not a pro writer nor a pro baker
I don't know what else can I do ?
Just sitting idly
Watching insta stories of others
Feeling laid back and looking blank at the laptop screen has become my routine.....
Will I be able to conquer anything in life ?
Where is my boat exactly sailing to ?
All my conscious are diminishing,
Why am I thinking what my "so called family" had said?
Why every now then it is bothering me?
Will I be able to come out of this shit?
Can I succeed further ?
The imaginary problems are hovering all over making a void in my mind with total insecurity.....
© Adrita Roy
Looking at other people sometimes bogs me down,
Not intentionally the feeling arises
But subconsciously it bothers me...
I feel like at what page am I standing?
I am not a pro writer nor a pro baker
I don't know what else can I do ?
Just sitting idly
Watching insta stories of others
Feeling laid back and looking blank at the laptop screen has become my routine.....
Will I be able to conquer anything in life ?
Where is my boat exactly sailing to ?
All my conscious are diminishing,
Why am I thinking what my "so called family" had said?
Why every now then it is bothering me?
Will I be able to come out of this shit?
Can I succeed further ?
The imaginary problems are hovering all over making a void in my mind with total insecurity.....
© Adrita Roy
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