As I get older I'm scared more and more everyday
of what lies ahead for me or will I be here for another
day?
Afraid of what is yet to come
Leaving my husband and my son who is still very
young.
Not being able to touch or hold or exist in their lives
anymore
hoping the memories they have of me will never be pushed behind a closed
door.
Yes I'm afraid so very afraid to not exist
will i be found again by my husband
Or will I be replaced and not missed.
I wish that this life spand that will live on this earth was forever
and we didn't have to leave on short-notice
or whenever they pick our number
I want to just say...