Sinking deeper
I kill myself a thousand times,
I die with every thought of mine,
I'm not lying I tried to survive,
but i don't feel alive,
I spent the whole day pretending that I was fine,
And I was looking for a way to survive,
But I couldn't find any sign of survival,
i'm slowly dying,
My tears are falling and my heart is crying,
My mind tells me that you should die,
In the darkness I lie with a deep sigh,
my hopes and dreams are dying,
I won't lie, I feel weak and lost,
My body trembles and my mind becomes cold,
Everything is making me broken and sad,
I don't know why I feel so dead,
I don't know when I started hating my life,
I am living in a lie, and stuck in an endless cycle of strife.
#sad #suicidal #poem #poetry #hate
© godofwords1
I die with every thought of mine,
I'm not lying I tried to survive,
but i don't feel alive,
I spent the whole day pretending that I was fine,
And I was looking for a way to survive,
But I couldn't find any sign of survival,
i'm slowly dying,
My tears are falling and my heart is crying,
My mind tells me that you should die,
In the darkness I lie with a deep sigh,
my hopes and dreams are dying,
I won't lie, I feel weak and lost,
My body trembles and my mind becomes cold,
Everything is making me broken and sad,
I don't know why I feel so dead,
I don't know when I started hating my life,
I am living in a lie, and stuck in an endless cycle of strife.
#sad #suicidal #poem #poetry #hate
© godofwords1