I'm tired of listening to everyone,
but.
when it comes to him...
if he tells me to leave something alone.
I will bc he said so,
even if he says it's okay and to do whatever,
I still won't do that one thing.
I'm choosing to listen to him,
even tho he says it's okay
why am I like this
why do I think the way I think
he said it's fine right?
so I should be able to do it.
but I can't bring myself to do it.