forgiveness ha
forgiveness beyond gray
oh how am I to think of it
After all the hurt, pain and curse
what makes you so different
what makes it so painful
the unfilled hole in my heart
the undying thirst for your tears
the need for you to say you regret
and the need for me to finally accept
to get on with my closure and move on
I need this I actually do
to forgive you would mean to let go
to say no matter what happened I shall move
oh god it's hard
my deadly sadistic thoughts
q you really did me wrong but
I will walk fine
I eat fine and then I would let go
hoping somewhere in your heart
you're hoping to let go
of our very own accursed hate
I forgive you I let go
I'm going to take a step
it doesn't have to be bad
I'm really tired and wired by the need to let go
let's end this and free ourselves from the old