I'm not sure how to describe this feeling, the contradicting manner of my emotions, how I want to share basically everything with you, but feel like I should pull away. How I want to share both my all excitement and pain with you. And want you to share yours with me, even if it's not what you usually do.

Instead I end up only giving you pieces of thread, giving you much less than what I'd really want to, hurting what feels like both of us alike.
© Celine-Marè♡