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Sad
I opted out then back in
out again then in
I don't know, I feel confused
I sort of don't know what to do
I don't understand why
why can I never get it right?

sometimes i want to be alone
then i don't
wish I could disappear
but i won't
I feel so despair
my mind is everywhere
this feels like a joke

crying doesn't help
I need more self reflect
I can't even stand my own damn self
self pitty is so weak
what's happening to me?
I can't believe this mayb my destiny.
© essentric